Taehyung's POV

All I felt was the trembling sensation which started from the top of my fingers and spread through my arms , slowly creeping in my body and then like poison it reached my legs as well. I was holding the phone , my eyes stuck on the last words from Y/n . She blocked me after that. I stared till I realised that I couldn't focus on the screen anymore because my hands were shaking too much .

My fingers rounded on the object in a deathly grip to stop it from moving along but when I failed to bring it under my control, my anger burst resulting in my next action of throwing the phone right across the room . It hit the wall first and then clattered on the floor with its pieces scattered. That only brought minimal peace . The strange buzz all around my skin and my heart which was racing too fast was a deadly combination.

My head pounded with one repetitive thought. I cannot lose her . The same thought which ran like a chant . She needed me in her life. Without me there would be none permanent. I had to make her understand that . Y/n cannot leave me just like that . I wouldn't let her.